The "For Real" first post...

So after having this blogspot for almost a year, I've finally decided to put it to use. Whoa, how I've had a hard time trying to understand this site, I couldn't figure out how to customize it and such; I've pratically sat infront of the computer, just staring at it at times while scratching my head and squinting my eyes, haha, but whohoo now I know how to work it.

Anywho, the main reason I decided to starting blogging again is because I found my Xanga page, the blogsite that I used back when I was in middle school and during my freshmen year in high school. Funny thing is, I just recently graduated, and therefore I haven't opened that page in about three years. Reading my old blogs made me fall off my chair from laughing at how silly some of the things I've talked about, gosh, my naive days. It's not that I'm calling myself all grown up because heck I am far from being that, but its that feeling of reminiscing and realizing that the things I used to be so overly dramatic about are issues that don't really matter.

Moving on, I think that for my first few blogs I would like to reflect on my early days, the times in which I thought I was old enough to handle certain circumstances, when the truth is, I didn't even know what I was putting myself into. I’m sure everyone have had some experiences where they just keep attacking one matter, but don’t have a clue to what they really are after for.

At some point, I thought that middle school was the place to be, it’s where you get your first real boyfriend, and experience all the fun things about being a young teen. However, to my disappointment, middle school is just an extension of elementary school with just a higher level of education and reasons of feuds. Young teens fight over the silliest things in the world, girls try to wear make-up because they think that it will make them look older or think older, while boys uses the tackiest pick up lines they’ve heard from their older brothers because they think that’s the way to get to a girl’s heart. Wake up call, these assumptions would make one look dumber than a caveman. Make-up can cause skin irritation leading to zits, making your skin rough and less attractive; natural beauty is the way to go. Cheesy pick up lines, eh, older women would just laugh at you or think your adorable for trying to be smooth, and younger girls, please don’t fall for those pick up lines because most of the time, these boys just wants one thing, to look like the ladies man also known as the player or in their dictionary “the man.”

There goes a rant. I would continue on with this, but unfortunately I need some sleep. I shall continue on some other time.

<3Jhay