In My Perfect World...OLD

In my perfect world, Elk Grove wouldnt be so hot
Instead it'll be cool all year long.
Nike would make more shoes
That will fit my small feet'
Coz its hard not having the right shoes,
It tends to ruin my style.
Designer clothing wouldnt be so expensive.
In my perfect world,
Bush will stop sending troops to Iraq,
Carrying dangerous explosive,
Direct to the point, Bush wouldnt be the president.
Good actors who cant sing, stay acting,
Great singers who cant act, stay singing.
In my perfect world extra calories wouldnt exist.
All this gangstah crap stop,
You're just wasting your youth,
Go take a hike and think of what you're doing,
Question your action and grow up.
In my perfect world,
Law&Order:SVU will be on 24/7,
Family guy&South Park would go on forever.
Whoever came up with the pencil skirt
Needs some sense of fashion.
Boppers needs to leave the mall,
12 year old kids needs to cover up,
Shit talkers and fake heads go buy yourself a life.
In my perfect world people would be more open-minded.
Hate and crimes would decrease.
The population would show more appreciation,
Quit with that selfishness and brutalization.
In my perfect world,
I would've never made so much mistakes.
I would have never made the biggest one,
Falling in love with my best friend.
I wouldnt have put myself in this mess,
That keeps getting me stress.
I wouldnt be dealing with these mind games,
Teen life that I can never comprehend.
All this mood swings, I just want to get rid of em.
In my perfect world, boys would be men,
Silly games would just go away.
I'm not preaching,
I'm just saying,
That if theres a perfect world,
It'll be some place I can find that peace of mind
And contentment I've been lacking.


The striked part is something that doesn't apply to me. This is pratically an old piece that I've written a couple years back. I was never in love - never have - it was infatuation with an ex-boyfriend/ex-best friend, but still a good friend up to now.

<3Jhay

Breaking Dawn.

I waited for this book to come out - the waiting was filled with anxiousness, and when I say anxiousness, I meant going to the local bookstore and making sure to serve a copy, bothering the clerks for more informations as to how the wristband and release party will work, staying up late trapped in a bookstore with 600 people -varying from kids, teenagers, adults, boys, girls - going nuts as they wait. Let me tell you something, that was some night. There were a few Jonas Brothers fans out there wearing their concert shirts from the Burning Up tour, I was impressed. However, that's beside the point...we aren't talking about those boys in this blog, no no; it's all about the TWILIGHT SAGA.

I was utterly shocked to see many boys in the release party answering the trivias, and along with them, my older sisters were yelling the answers out. I guess it was a bit funny. It wasn't embarrasing as I thought it would be, to have my sisters who are above 20 joining the fun, instead I was proud of them. The only thing that irked me last night was those catty girls, who look around the store pretending to be better than everyone else; I mean they were staring people down and whispering condenscending comments about the other Twilight fans. Dude they need to take a chill pill, like seriously. We were all out there last night because of one thing, BREAKING DAWN, and I don't see the point of belitting one another when we are all fans of Stephenie Meyer's saga.

Moving on, I give 1000 kudos to those who participated on the custome contest, seems like they worked hard on their customes. Awesome. I really liked a couple of the shirts I saw on some people, especially the one my old schoolmate was wearing, it was a black shirt with the word Twilight written in the front and a quote in the back. May I say, I want one. I think I'm going to search online for a nice shirt, if not, then maybe I can try to be creative and make one. Easy to say, hard to commit. Haha. I won't go on to details with that statement, I think that it is part of human nature, so it should be obvious enough.

While I was waiting for twelve midnight to struck, and for my number to be called, I grabbed a copy of the book FLIPPED, and read it. So far, so good. I'm enjoying the plot line of the story, hence I have to go back to Borders and buy my own copy. I shall be doing that after I finish reading BREAKING DAWN. Oh, I just have to say this...when I was reading FLIPPED, Aeriel and I sat at the Christian/Religious aisle, then this dude sat close to us occupying himself with books boys read. Well the point of saying that information is, his friend's name is JACOB, who's pretty hilarious. I know should I be minding my own business and not listening to other's conversations, but if your neighbor talks really loud, you just can't help to listen. Right? Who cares if I just ignored a simple manner? I'm a human, I tend to care about things that surrounds me, and if it means eavesdropping, then it shall be done. Lol. Anyway, I'm going off a tangent. Back to my story, I was listening to them talk, and the Jacob dude just kept rambling on about how he didn't know that the reason there were many girls in the bookstore is because of the release party. He bragged about seeing girls with shirts that say "TEAM JACOB," with speculation, I believe he feels important because his name is written on the chest area of some girls; if not, then he surely made it seem like it. BOYS.

The line up last night was not organized, our wristband has numbers on them indicating the order of how we will get our books. I was number 64, but I ended up all the way in the back because the people in my group (60-100) were scattered everywhere, they didn't even care that they were cutting the people that were supposed to be infront of them. Soon, the workers were fed up because some people weren't paying attention. So, they said that as long as you are with the group (range of number) being called, then get in the line, it doesn't matter if you are in the correct spot. I find it stupid, and unfair for the ones who came and pre-ordered their books first. Whatever. That doesn't completely faze me. I have my book and that's all that matters to me.

After getting the book, I didn't open it right away. I already read the first chapter from the special edition of ECLIPSE, so I wasn't rushing. I want to take time reading the last book of the series because I want to feel and fully understand every single part. I have my theories, lots of them, but one struck out the most...Bella and Edward's daughter will be the one Jacob will fall in love with(imprinting), perhaps that's why Jacob can't leave Bella alone. I know that Bella and Edward will have a daughter because if you flip on the back, where the Vampire Covens are introduced, you'll be able to read the name "RENESMEE," a combination of their mothers' names, Renee and Esme. Take that for a theory. As much as I could to stay online, I want to log off and read. Tata.

P.S.

This has got to be the longest blog I've ever written. Whooho! 938 words. AND I HATE IT TO BREAK TO ALL THE PEOPLE READING BREAKING DAWN, BUT MY THEORY IS CORRECT =). I read it.

Keenly reading,

Jhay

Edward Cullen.

As I think about the past week of not being online, I have proven to myself that I can live without Myspace, Blogspot, Facebook, Google (yes I am in love with Google) and even the Jonas Brothers. It may sound shocking since I claimed that I am diagnosed with an OJD, Obsessive Jonas Disorder for those who don't speak the Jonas language. I was actually quite proud of myself for I am able to restrain myself from sitting infront of the computer and staring at my desktop with a Jonas Brothers wallpaper. And by the way, it is not a Jonas Brothers wallpaper anymore. Guilty as charged, it happens to be Edward Cullen's face that stares back at anyone who looks at my desktop. Yes, as ridiculously as it may sound, I am now lured and trapped inside the Twilight mania. As a matter of fact, all of my sisters and I are reading the most famous series besides Harry Potter (in which I am also a huge fan, talk about being a nerd).

If you have read my past blog about my flair in Facebook, I truly mean it when I said that the boyfriend standards has dramatically increased. One name changed it all, Edward Cullen. Silly as it may sound, but this teenage vampire shows that chivalry is not dead. Sounds ironic, right? For a bloodsucker to be chivalric. Often, vampires are seen to be out-of-control monsters who suck the blood of an innocent human being, but Edward is portrayed differently. I will not be summarizing the story for those who haven't heard or read the story because I am not capable of doing so. Summarizing the story sucks out the fun, thrill and toe curling moments of the novel. Great word to use while speaking of a fictional vampire, "sucks." Lol.

I watched the two trailers of the movie version and I am beyond thirsty to see it. Ha oh how I enjoy playing with words. Nerd genes attacking. Anyway, I had a heated argument with my sister about Robert Pattinson (who plays Edward in the movie); she believes that he doesn't fit the character, but I argued that he is perfect for the role. Well, I am victorious. After seeing the previews, she had changed her mind.

Stepping to a new path, I've always had a crush on Robert with his seductive British accent. He was in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire as Cedric Diggory. Althought, I believe that his role as Edward is way better than being Cedric, who was murdered by Voldemort. Eekkkkk. I am totally crushing, silly teenage crushes. Haha. Oh & I somewhat declared that he might have taken Joe Jonas' spot.

Well maybe not.

On the other hand, I wasn't able to have an overview about the concert I went to last week. The Burning Up concert was something that cannot be describe in words such as awesome and amazing for those words are too simple to explain the feeling of being in the concert. Anxiously waiting on my seats with my toes tapping along, paying close attention to the little details that surrounds me, intesifying feeling rushes through my vein with the wind serenely blowing through my hair causing me to breathe in a pattern I could not comprehend, the butterflies flying inside my being, intently listening to the words coming out of the people behind me, turning around to catch a glimpse of the girls who are going through the same jittering experience as I do, now that's something that the words "awesome" and "amazing" cannot describe. Like said, there's not a word that can amount to the emotion I was enduring while waiting for the concert to start and during the performances.

However, irritation did play a role on my night. Some girls were irking me for they just sat around like idiots while most of the us were jumping up and down with a large amount of adrenaline running through our system. Heck, even this one lady who seems to be about in her mid-thirty was ecstatic. She danced around like she was a teenage girl again. She sang along with the rest of us, and she was pretty funny. She asked me so many questions about the boys, from their age to their heritage. Ha, she was a cute lady and I enjoyed her company.

I would post pictures from the concert, but sadly our camera was being a butthead and didn't capture good photographs. Maybe next time.

Whoa I feel like this blog is long enough, I shall head off and sleep. Salut.

Overly excited Edward lover,

Jhay

Pushing Me Away.

*FYI: I made that video. =)

Whohoo! Today's the day of the concert and I am more than excited. I finally decided on what to wear, a simple V-neck shirt from Urban Outfitters that says "Vote '08," my black vest with different buttons (including one that says "FRANKLIN's fight against HATE," which reminds me of Frankie), black leggings that look like a pair of super tight skinnys and my chucks (of course, I wear it all the time, even when I go golfing). This time I didn't make the boys anything because I don't see the point of doing that, since I don't have m&g passes anyway. However, if God treats me good today, I'll be able to convince my dad to drive me Target to buy some poster boards for Jack Lawless (their drummer). I was shocked when some Jonas fans don't recognize him, then the shockness grew into determination that I'll be cheering for him. I think he deserves some attention. In my friends' words, "He got bars," or whatever they say when you're an amazing drummer. I received an advice that I should try to be at the venue a couple of hours before the concert starts, so I'm thinking I'll leave the house around 2, since it's around an hour away. Hopefully I'll be able to meet new people just like the previous concert I went to.

Furthermore, I don't really have the strength to blabble on, therefore I'll lay down and read the rest of TWILIGHT (which by the way is becoming better and better). SALUT MES AMIS.

A Jack Lawless & Twilight fan,

Jhay

Flair.

I'm finally learning how to fully use Facebook. As a matter of fact, I even made a Flair. Isn't it awesome? If you look closely on the picture I've provided, you can see some of my favorite bands (Jonas Brothers, We the Kings, The Maine & Metro Station). I'm so psyched about this flair that I'm dedicating this blog for it. Haha. One of the things that I find interesting while creating it was how much Jonas Brothers, Harry Potter and Twilight buttons were everywhere, my eyes literally twinkled. Lol. My sister just recently purchased the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer and she read the book in one day, so now I'm reading it. It's very interesting and I recommend it for everyone. Sigh. Talk about Edward being the perfect boyfriend; I bet a lot of girls who read this novel must be in love with him and are hoping that he's their boyfriend. Ha. With this book out and the movie being made, the boyfriend standards had and will continuously increase. My advice to all the boys or men out there, read the book and learn from it, I'm sure you'll gain some respect from many girls.

On the other hand, I've uploaded some pictures on my Facebook, though, I didn't feel like creating different albums, so I just put them in the main one. Lol. I am easily fascinated, hence the tone of excitement is all over this blog. Oh oh oh! One more night until I see the Jonas Brothers, even though I didn't win meet and greet passes and have the best seat, I'm still happy that I will be able to see the inspiring brothers. They are inspirational to many teens, well in my point of view they are, therefore I could careless about the haters. This is weird, I'm running out of things to say. Oh well. I'll leave this blog as it is. Au Revoir dudes!

The excited,

Jhay

Facebook anyone?

After strongly ignoring my Facebook for a year, I've come to my senses and realized that I should start using it again. (Besides the fact that UC Davis told me to create one, since it's a way for college students to keep in touch). I logged on to my account about thirty minutes ago, and I was overwhelmed by the amount of friend requests and those variety of activity requests that I've received. I practically ignored most of the activities because they take too long to upload, and somehow they lag my computer. I scan through the friend requests, and I was utterly shock of how many people I personally know, some are from middle school and the rest are from high school. Amazing. I think Facebook is better than Myspace when it comes to connecting friends, and protecting ones privacy. However, Myspace is easier for me to navigate; it may have something to do with the fact that I barely use Facebook. Eh I'm guessing that'll change after I try to make myself be familiar with the website. I'm sure it won't be too hard to understand how to fix things around within my profile. Right? For the goodness of humanity, please someone tell me it will be easy as 1 2 3. Ugh. Oh well, I'll explore Facebook and hope to find something interesting. In a meantime, I'll check on my niece, then go to bed (I hope my body is weary enough to put me to sleep, talk about being insomniac).

The confuse facebook head,

Jhay

Thought of the day before I sleep.

This was my text message for my friend Lara:

"...Well as we aged we tend to lose track of who we are because we're coping with the sudden changes. We search for our identity and where we really should be (because we are lost in the labyrinth of the process). Ups and downs are part of life, that's what makes one feel alive - to have the chance to experience different situations and learn from them along the way; it is also the reason for maturity. You'll be fine as long as you're not afraid to tackle what is being offered."

Restless,

Jhay