In My Perfect World...OLD

In my perfect world, Elk Grove wouldnt be so hot
Instead it'll be cool all year long.
Nike would make more shoes
That will fit my small feet'
Coz its hard not having the right shoes,
It tends to ruin my style.
Designer clothing wouldnt be so expensive.
In my perfect world,
Bush will stop sending troops to Iraq,
Carrying dangerous explosive,
Direct to the point, Bush wouldnt be the president.
Good actors who cant sing, stay acting,
Great singers who cant act, stay singing.
In my perfect world extra calories wouldnt exist.
All this gangstah crap stop,
You're just wasting your youth,
Go take a hike and think of what you're doing,
Question your action and grow up.
In my perfect world,
Law&Order:SVU will be on 24/7,
Family guy&South Park would go on forever.
Whoever came up with the pencil skirt
Needs some sense of fashion.
Boppers needs to leave the mall,
12 year old kids needs to cover up,
Shit talkers and fake heads go buy yourself a life.
In my perfect world people would be more open-minded.
Hate and crimes would decrease.
The population would show more appreciation,
Quit with that selfishness and brutalization.
In my perfect world,
I would've never made so much mistakes.
I would have never made the biggest one,
Falling in love with my best friend.
I wouldnt have put myself in this mess,
That keeps getting me stress.
I wouldnt be dealing with these mind games,
Teen life that I can never comprehend.
All this mood swings, I just want to get rid of em.
In my perfect world, boys would be men,
Silly games would just go away.
I'm not preaching,
I'm just saying,
That if theres a perfect world,
It'll be some place I can find that peace of mind
And contentment I've been lacking.


The striked part is something that doesn't apply to me. This is pratically an old piece that I've written a couple years back. I was never in love - never have - it was infatuation with an ex-boyfriend/ex-best friend, but still a good friend up to now.

<3Jhay

Breaking Dawn.

I waited for this book to come out - the waiting was filled with anxiousness, and when I say anxiousness, I meant going to the local bookstore and making sure to serve a copy, bothering the clerks for more informations as to how the wristband and release party will work, staying up late trapped in a bookstore with 600 people -varying from kids, teenagers, adults, boys, girls - going nuts as they wait. Let me tell you something, that was some night. There were a few Jonas Brothers fans out there wearing their concert shirts from the Burning Up tour, I was impressed. However, that's beside the point...we aren't talking about those boys in this blog, no no; it's all about the TWILIGHT SAGA.

I was utterly shocked to see many boys in the release party answering the trivias, and along with them, my older sisters were yelling the answers out. I guess it was a bit funny. It wasn't embarrasing as I thought it would be, to have my sisters who are above 20 joining the fun, instead I was proud of them. The only thing that irked me last night was those catty girls, who look around the store pretending to be better than everyone else; I mean they were staring people down and whispering condenscending comments about the other Twilight fans. Dude they need to take a chill pill, like seriously. We were all out there last night because of one thing, BREAKING DAWN, and I don't see the point of belitting one another when we are all fans of Stephenie Meyer's saga.

Moving on, I give 1000 kudos to those who participated on the custome contest, seems like they worked hard on their customes. Awesome. I really liked a couple of the shirts I saw on some people, especially the one my old schoolmate was wearing, it was a black shirt with the word Twilight written in the front and a quote in the back. May I say, I want one. I think I'm going to search online for a nice shirt, if not, then maybe I can try to be creative and make one. Easy to say, hard to commit. Haha. I won't go on to details with that statement, I think that it is part of human nature, so it should be obvious enough.

While I was waiting for twelve midnight to struck, and for my number to be called, I grabbed a copy of the book FLIPPED, and read it. So far, so good. I'm enjoying the plot line of the story, hence I have to go back to Borders and buy my own copy. I shall be doing that after I finish reading BREAKING DAWN. Oh, I just have to say this...when I was reading FLIPPED, Aeriel and I sat at the Christian/Religious aisle, then this dude sat close to us occupying himself with books boys read. Well the point of saying that information is, his friend's name is JACOB, who's pretty hilarious. I know should I be minding my own business and not listening to other's conversations, but if your neighbor talks really loud, you just can't help to listen. Right? Who cares if I just ignored a simple manner? I'm a human, I tend to care about things that surrounds me, and if it means eavesdropping, then it shall be done. Lol. Anyway, I'm going off a tangent. Back to my story, I was listening to them talk, and the Jacob dude just kept rambling on about how he didn't know that the reason there were many girls in the bookstore is because of the release party. He bragged about seeing girls with shirts that say "TEAM JACOB," with speculation, I believe he feels important because his name is written on the chest area of some girls; if not, then he surely made it seem like it. BOYS.

The line up last night was not organized, our wristband has numbers on them indicating the order of how we will get our books. I was number 64, but I ended up all the way in the back because the people in my group (60-100) were scattered everywhere, they didn't even care that they were cutting the people that were supposed to be infront of them. Soon, the workers were fed up because some people weren't paying attention. So, they said that as long as you are with the group (range of number) being called, then get in the line, it doesn't matter if you are in the correct spot. I find it stupid, and unfair for the ones who came and pre-ordered their books first. Whatever. That doesn't completely faze me. I have my book and that's all that matters to me.

After getting the book, I didn't open it right away. I already read the first chapter from the special edition of ECLIPSE, so I wasn't rushing. I want to take time reading the last book of the series because I want to feel and fully understand every single part. I have my theories, lots of them, but one struck out the most...Bella and Edward's daughter will be the one Jacob will fall in love with(imprinting), perhaps that's why Jacob can't leave Bella alone. I know that Bella and Edward will have a daughter because if you flip on the back, where the Vampire Covens are introduced, you'll be able to read the name "RENESMEE," a combination of their mothers' names, Renee and Esme. Take that for a theory. As much as I could to stay online, I want to log off and read. Tata.

P.S.

This has got to be the longest blog I've ever written. Whooho! 938 words. AND I HATE IT TO BREAK TO ALL THE PEOPLE READING BREAKING DAWN, BUT MY THEORY IS CORRECT =). I read it.

Keenly reading,

Jhay